So where did I leave you off? Well I dont remeber but that isnt important. Thing Is Ive come to realize my art has been failing me as of late. I need to fix that. Some of my greatest joy came from my art. When did I enter this self(my art not my physical self) loathing period? I think it began when I entered college. But Might have come from earlier experiances and was too minute to see at those times. So I need to fix this. While I have an Idea for those who actually read this feel free to throw down your sugestions to breaking a mother load of an artist block.

My solution I do not recommend others taking. Well not all of it. I have found that alcohol and me mix in a funny way. It seems to make me more mailable and less consois of my mental self. It seems to erect a barrier between me and my Cricket. So I think that will be in tall order. My rule for drinking has always been, "Never Alone." I feel that this is all well and good in this case but I would be drinking not to be social as I usually do But for my selfish reasons. So I feel another order is in store and that is it needs to be an art Jam session. Now while it may be a little time before I get around to this event It is something I plan for on the near horizon. I also am curently worried that after my last incident that I may wake up naked covered in paint. So I need to invest is a good belt. I doubt Ill manage to work one in that state.

Also in answer to the header How do you get time to fly? Another answer could involve goremauls and performance Excellencies But well the fair folk wont have it.